talk in circles

it is an endless cycle of debate. you talk and talk and still you come to no conclusions. when the current pulls you, you fight it until your limbs are numb. this is when your fear gets the best of you. you panic. when the wave hits you like a brick wall, you struggle to find and upward direction, but all you taste is sand at the ocean floor. make friends with the aquatic beasts, for as long as you fight the current you will find you watery grave. let go. fear not. you will find and arm will reach in and pull you out. its not my arm. just trust in the unforeseen. trust in the unexpected. Do not let your own words/thoughts destroy who you are designed to be.


stephen albert keech

Left for tour

I'm currently sitting on one of the most comfortable futons in the world and it just so happens to be in the back of our van which is on it's way to Florida. I've missed the suddle comforts of this van, and the easy escape of the van via an iPod and sound cancelling headphones. Goodbye Indy. You will be missed.

Love,
Stephen Albert Keech

its 6:59 in the morning and i'm wide awake.

these are things that make me sane.  

hello plane, where will you land?

I just watched an airplane take off.  It was headed south, and all i could think about was, 'lucky them.'  Things in indianapolis have taken a turn for the better.  I've been able to get closer to the people I love here and they will be dearly missed when I leave.  But I can still say I'm ready to go.  I need a change of scenery.  I need to see the parts of the world that I have missed dearly and to see some new parts as well.  I am drying out in this room; at this desk; in this city; in this state; in this world.  Lets change that.  

Stephen.  

Ps.  I will miss you a lot.  

PPS, I am officially caught up on lost.  

lost

<-what??

I've been watching lost for a week now and i'm in the middle of season four. i need a life.




the end

the grass is always greener

I guess it is true.  The grass is always greener on the other side.  I'm not sure when I will actually figure that out.  Everytime I get restless I think  of all the long term things that could make my life better.  I need to start thinking of what i can do today.  Even if it is just go see something i have never seen before, or read.  

ew i just sneezed on my hand.  

i have to go.